Alaersu-Aetris

so i haven't been posting much of my work or new entries.. it's because i'm way to busy with school and work.. and being there for my best friend Kim. it's so strange we are unique we share almost everything, and i don't mean candy or drinks or what so ever. but our personalities are a match like for 98% and it's like she is my other half that can complete me for as much as she can. though there is a small catch she isn't in to guys and she claimed she could never date one so there is no future for us or something like that but was okay i told her that i'd rather be her friend and be there for her when she needs me this mostly because i value our friendship more than anything in the world. off course there are feelings and in a way i do love her but not as a lover, its just complicated i guess. but she does make my life a bit more brighter than anyone else ever could. and yesterday evening i went to her place for a talk and a cup of tea and it was just as always comfortable. and time flew as we were talking and laughing and all of a sudden she laid her head on my chest and wrapped her arms around me and she fell asleep and i was like.. what in the world, and i begged for the time to stop because for once i felt completely serene i felt at ease. but after an hour or so she woke up and i went home facing hard reality haha 

still don't really know what these furry friends do
but mine evolved into a super lama

data-tadaaaaaah

whoa it took me more than 4 years to write a new entry.

i'm doing fine, seen the late events that occurred this year.
- lost my job
- my father passed away
- i got my surgery
and a few more bits...

however there have been some good things. i'm going to school again its a tough course but hey life's tough too. i fell in love again. and made some new friends.
i thought i had to write something not sure what but hey u gotta do what u gotta do.

HOLY shit yeah i got 1000 pagevieuws
thanks a lot everyone.
now to the next thousand please?

yay today's me birthday

i am nyappy today turned 17

byezz