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How couldst thou but know me
When thou only gazed upon my skin
And not the rampant world I hide,
That is growing deep within.
Thou haven’t heard the creaking of my ribs
Behind each plaited vine.
Or bathed beneath the deluge
That showers down my spine
Thou’ve not been here for long enough
To watch a new life start
Or find the pillaged ruins
Lying just within my heart.
Thou haven’t climbed the branches
Which are wrapped around each lung.
Swaying rapidly with the breezes
That come dancing past my tongue
Do not blemish me with your footprints
If you plan to leave me soon
And only wish to know me.
When my trees are all in bloom
Because the songs might be pretty
But it is not for you they sing.
And if thou might have thought my winter is too cold
You don’t deserve my spring


Ben van tellingen
so i haven't been posting much of my work or new entries.. it's because i'm way to busy with school and work.. and being there for my best friend Kim. it's so strange we are unique we share almost everything, and i don't mean candy or drinks or what so ever. but our personalities are a match like for 98% and it's like she is my other half that can complete me for as much as she can. though there is a small catch she isn't in to guys and she claimed she could never date one so there is no future for us or something like that but was okay i told her that i'd rather be her friend and be there for her when she needs me this mostly because i value our friendship more than anything in the world. off course there are feelings and in a way i do love her but not as a lover, its just complicated i guess. but she does make my life a bit more brighter than anyone else ever could. and yesterday evening i went to her place for a talk and a cup of tea and it was just as always comfortable. and time flew as we were talking and laughing and all of a sudden she laid her head on my chest and wrapped her arms around me and she fell asleep and i was like.. what in the world, and i begged for the time to stop because for once i felt completely serene i felt at ease. but after an hour or so she woke up and i went home facing hard reality haha 

well that's it for now guys ill be in touch promise
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: volbeat
  • Reading: my entrie and text messages from kim
  • Watching: rainclouds outside the office
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: chocolate candy
  • Drinking: iced-tea and a huge mug of coffee

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SatoshiTakeo Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for visiting my page ! :heart: Cyarin And Violac ! by SatoshiTakeo  :heart: 

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Flesh-unfolding Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2016
Hmm appearantly I wasn't watching you. I really thought I did. My apolagies o.o
Alaersu-Aetris Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2016
thats allright dearie, thanks for the watch, and maybe a late one but congratulations with your little angel, looking forward to see more of her

kind regards
EMVDS Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2015  Professional Photographer
Bedankt voor de watch :)Hug 
spacedementchen Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2015
thank you! really appreciate you like my work :aww:
greetings from germany

AyrinSiverna Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
aaaaaaaaaaaaawwwww, thanks for watch :meow:
IamaC Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2014
Thanks for the fav!!!! :D
AncientDino Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2013  Student Digital Artist
ToMention Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2012  Student Interface Designer
oh en thnx for the faves and the comment :)
zal van de week wat nieuws uploaden
ToMention Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2012  Student Interface Designer
noh je staat in mn watchlist, maar je staat er niet meer bij op mn homepage. flauw jaa =p
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